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The effects of Gfrraara^fl defeat* Everything wont smoothly ae long ait he f e l t BUT* that all would turn out w*ll in the and. He oarer complained about ths hardships that were iapoBod on him and he never grumbled with the other man. He »aa happy in what he wsc doing and met the trial* Md tribulations of amy life with hia chin up until ha 1 discover*! that thi-ngp ware golii^ badly and that hie symbolic nothar was about to be dagraded aa he had iMagload hisa real mother had bean degraded in hie childhood* To him i t was &a if hie mothar WR* egaiii the victin of a sexual aaaault* This time i t was the WoTBaber CriMinal* and the Jews who were guilty of the foul deed and ha promptly transferred liiB repressed hate to thes* new perpetrators* Khan hft bacaaa fully aware of Geman^'fl defeat ha reacted la a t^-plAAllr hyBterlcftl aflmiflrp Ha refused to accept or ndjuflt to the aituation on a reality level* Instead, h» reacted to thie event as ha probably xaaetttd to th* die comely of hia parsntfl la • intercourse. B& writes? "I atumblM and tottered rearwards with burning eye**--Already a few hours later -thfl gyep had turned into burning coals; It had bacome dark aroiuad as. 1 In another place he writes: While o w r y g began to go blaak Again before ay ayee, stuablijig, I groped sqr way b&ct to the domttory, threw aySftLT on •? cot and buried ay burning head tn th* covara and pillows,11 REPRODUCED AT THE NATIONAL ARCHIVES