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- \ - -:. 3184780153 • 2, 1992 8:04AM H89S P.10 Cb6') b7C Pearl I ! hO~e you xeaelve to's lettor i~ good health and in good spiritsf I requested th~t you ac~ AS lidiscn to brinq about a peaceful solution, and now the rBI is openly involved, Bu~ now asldl from that tou~h guy bUllshib, t mU$t explain sQme~bing to you. Iw 33 years old and nevur had a real relationship in my liftl l ~anlt ~ven slow dance. !f i~ wasn't a woman muoh Older then me it wa~ a prostitute nnd this is the story of my life, beeause I didnib want to gQt emotionally involved. 1m not ~ bid loaking duda and 1m nob a hornosaxual, ! tried to ba faithful tc the belt of my abili~y all my lite, ~ecaYre ! knew Gomeday GOb would see mE! th!:'ou9h, ! didn1t know it waB. .,..! only Knew there was someone in this world for ffi$. Th~y stole my lite from me, ~nd you leno"!.' 'Jhat peopl.€ are thinking I 1I:r thought. he was i!t ~a9go~ II Do you know how bard it is for a faggot ho get pussy these days ? With tbe addition ¢! AIDS; H a retn-?Ile has tUI;( ~~th l!i man she be111\lV9,s il a homo she il crazy, _ ~ No~ my vfication want to w!Sta} bugging out on and all ! s8t*d for WII B yes or no a~d I added to that a maybe. f im crazy ~nd sh~ is~'t intete$ted eay no, what do she have to lose 7 if she ifln1t curtain Qf what is going on, say I have to think about it. If she is intersstad say yes. But efter what I went through fo~ bar r del;!erv~ a ~U"1i1s:ec f because 1m a mat~ wi th a ser iouSi problem t who de~ at. th(!! 1!lilliruuitl t"t<o :re2lrs( to raC!eive one letter saying bai:;icallY,~ I }{tI{J'W y';:S1ol ~~i="'i~::..>t.ll..l.:...t ___ --, ~ \~ • '!I'll=! I about me I 1m a lonely dude. Say I I who wla girl rrl~nd ? ~ take me wrong, baCaU$B im nat on my ~ity pob. I just want to M~plnd en my po~itiDn. 1 '.;)1~H'l!vft :r Wt'llll lei years old lI'hl}n the oeC:it::J,rlcar we ... J,i ~~rr,e t¢ 1m" I hi /was T!l~0't#, Z ehose over b~':1l'l.u~Q :r: t;l;HW "f1!ll!; Sl'onna t t'y to use me, y [h....;JLt....tiS"t!nn ....... t~ bh. A1,c 1 -B8 very young an6 extremely shy, and fi - . ll,y develope;r)l lUcf:t ",hat Wl.'di I gontle. ,.10 <Wl,!-.:-.:........., ........... ..-J Wl~ at a betc~r p,ge for m~ to grow with f anQ she showed a 1n.,..~#e:-."~l?,...,s,...~,.....,.~tj te that. medII! me feel th/';lt I$he lool(ad u~ to me I se 1 ):leaf;. up tJ •• f'!:J .. :l'J..:le tc· 1tl'19l"eaa her, I met, him in Floridal 'JIG workeo as dljhwdsb~r~ together, WI m~de up. This ancount~r took place at MAdf$ion S~u~le Garden, and aver since then my lif~ was never tho samet Z SUft~'N~ b~t I ~nev ahe would someday u 989 in L.r.c. ~.y. ~t the River ark she did, W"okl? m~ up ~~:----~~~--."......------.--........-..,....,.. ______ ...,...._----.J thinJs about him, and have goo reason no inbet~o~na but I~ age 30 she had to wake me wh.~ happ~nt wa~ld come tc past, I told th.m, being her and her parent$ baQ~ ~t HSG, that p~Qple wouiQ att~ek them bo cDnt~ol their assets¥ amoung oth~r things, ~nd just When they thought that th~y ~a5 about to be doehroyed, r would com~ to thei~ rascus. ! said they told me t.c, tell yC\.: t.ha I:; ":r Af1 HE ~"'HO 'rHEY seNTI!. r-lYou h~va to uflderstano f ! bid ~o Burfer, ltvi poor, 1m very inexp~d in relationships, r l'H~Vel:' };'{t~l1y took a ..... omi'lr.~. eat, forget a rffal tlvs-nin.g out. How else could I ~ompeta for eoming from where I am and have been. T~e only thing she WI "~.i.ve is my position of POW$t to protecb ~~~m from me. I bec~m. who I ~m for her, how COUld she l~ava m~ ? w-ith lov~